Kamis, 25 Desember 2008
this Christmas is so good..
spend the countdown with my BFF..
hm..
for the first time in ur life..
we spend the Christmas together
when it was 00.00..
we start to calling everybody to say MERRY CHRISTMAS..
after that we gossiping about everything..
until we fall asleep..
so tired..
'coz..
we wake up so early..
we just said that we wanna wear a RED or GREEN shirt..
but.. 3 of us didn't wear it at last..
haha..
hAiz..
i just feel sleepy now..
although it just 4 PM..
haha..
just hope we can spend the new year together..
hm..
miss so many friends..
love them so much..
once again i wanna say out loud..
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD!!!!
May God always blessed u all
P.S.
The photo in our christmas night will come out soon..
Minggu, 21 Desember 2008
have you ever think that u are disturber??
have you ever think that u must not disturbing them??
it's hurt, when the people you hope can be your side in that time all gone away..
it's hurt, when you think they will reply you but they didn't..
it's hurt, when they silent at all..
it's hurt, when they walk away..
if i can choose..
i hope i will be the person like robot..
no feeling of sad..
no feeling like wanna crying..
just a person who did what people tell it to do..
they must think i will be alright of that..
but.. they wrong..
i'm not alright at all..
i'm dying..
Just have a mind to not disturbing them from now..
but it's hurt..
sometime i miss the time when we chit chat..
but.. i think i will never in that time again..
they have their own lifes..
and i think..
i'm not in their lifes..
i am the outsider..
Can they tell me why are they like that to me?
they are killing my heart soon..
Kamis, 18 Desember 2008
3 more subject..
then i got my holidAy..
can't wait it..
haha...
hm..
feel that so long i never cry..
miss that time..
hehe..
u may say me crazy..
but,,
after u cry..
u will feel more good than usual..
there so many thing u kept inside ur heart..
rite??
the thing that really hard to say out..
the thing that so hurt..
the past memory..
i just give you some advice..
if u can't shout it out..
just u rite in a piece of paper..
i think it's more better than you keep it..
u can try it if you want..
hm,,
many thing it's hard for us to do..
feell so lonely..
but i can't be selfish to disturbing other people..
then i choose to be alone in my lonely..
*will be soon continue the writing*
Minggu, 07 Desember 2008
in one week..
it's time for me to get my exam,,
huh,,
it will be the stress week..
wanna study..
study..
study..
will be stress of that lol..
hehe..
but after the exam i will get my holiday..
get barbeque.. get karaoke..
hahaha..
but of course i will miss my fraternity family..
and the food of fraternity canteen,,
hm,,
how good is my class heh??
we got our own canteen..
can you??
hhe..
that's why i am so proud of my class..
but after the holiday..
i will get my exam again..
Pb 1 and semester 2..
then i will get the exam from government..
and the exam for school..
it's will be the last test of my last year in junior high school..
then i will wear my grey skirt..
hmm,,
i just dun know i will pass or not..
hahahaha..
can u pray for me??
i really so nervous now..
i just hope i will pass it..
then i can go to my senior high school..
wow..
i think this is my longest post..
isn' it??
are u boring to read this??
i hope u are not lol..
hehe..
Rabu, 03 Desember 2008
ehmm,,,
been so long for my last writing..
haha..
ehm,,
i just can survive with everything now..
always thanks for god that i can life till now..
hehe..
get a sick now..
feel so headache..
hehe..
miss my oppa, ahjussi, ahjumma, haremoni..
ehm,,
tomorrow will meet them..
can't wait..