every exam has passed..
will school as usually..

so tired lol..
just found that they still in my heart..
why it's so hard to forget them..
i always can give advice to my friend..
but the advice i tell them,, is so hard for me to do it..
what should i do??
now they already have their partner..
miss the time that we still together as close friend..
but we can't flashback to past..
we must go through the future..
everything i do..
remember me of them,,
every song i hear..
remember me of them,,
every place i go..
remember me of them,,
every time i close my eyes..
they always in my mind,,
every dream i have..
they always inside it,,
can i get through all of this without them??

the day after tomorrow is my ABRSM test..
can i get pass this test??
hope i can pass it with distinction...
so stress to expelled the terms
then,,,
why can i never feel really happy with what i get now??
why they now have their partner??
feel really sad for that...
just can't have the one who can share a thing with me now...
feel really upset...
the day that i will be happy is the day where it's rainy...
and the place i will rely on is infront of my piano..
n press all of the string...
now everything change..
i just can't get on of this life..

fan la..
hao fan..
why i dun check back my answer to my test??
hiks..
got 1 wrong or 2 ler..
tomorrow got biology test o..
hao fan..
so difficult..
dun understand what is haploid, diploid, meiosis,etc..
my god lar..
Wanna quickly through this test..
afraid can't pass this test lor..
Miss "Bapak SS" a lot..
huh..

ehmm,,
really headache,,
gotta get my exam tomorrow morning..
afraid of being failed in my exam..
hmm,, ToT..
then,,
i am really stupid to be a person..
so stupid..
i know he will never be mine..
but,,
i'm really stupid to wait for him,,
it will waste my time..
there's so many man outside there lol..
but i really can't go on..
hmm,,
today i will be in the high place..
but tomorrow maybe i will be upside down,,

got a piece for my puzzle again now..
hmm,,
someday,,
i will complete that puzzle..
then my life will be more peaceful..
just wanna thanks to the person who give me that piece of my puzzle..
then wanna say to my friends that i think will never open this blog..
not everything u done is wrong..
but somehow they can't understand what we wanna do..
ehmm,,,
really miss my buddy..
My Fraternity buddy,,

ehmm,,
this is my first writing in my bloG..
when i write this..
my feeling is just feeling aloNe..
mY friends get a people who can replace my presence..
then it's means i am a rubbish now..
How can i through this??
ehmm,,
May will be the time tell me..
must i get away from their live??
It's hurt me a lot..
everything seems not right for this year..